Saturday, June 27, 2009
Act_IX
What's the freaking problem with you
I can't understand
Whatever that you're trying to do
I don't wanna understand
From the different faces I get from you
I now understand
That all we had was already flushed down the loo
Long before he meet you
Seeing the lines of him and you
Ain't anything cool, just the origins of my blue
You two can continue your own little love story
Since I've already shattered my own grown glory
The sweet talk and messages owh what the hell
Just getting you out of my mind already makes me yell
The mistake of letting go, regretted from head to toe
Only God knows I'll give anything for just one more night
But for your sake, I'll just go back to black and white
Right now I'm thinking back
Flashbacks on memory's track
To the time when it all started
When I was still so fainthearted
Memories of the laughter and sadness
During that night in the room shielded by darkness
Was the moment I felt that you and me were the closest
Our very own fully fortified fortress
Running off at that last moment that day
Is the stupidest thing that I had to pay
Thoughts of my stupidity right now
I wished somebody could give me a pow
Why did I ever get myself into this shit
I know I don't have the wits
To continue all this
Criticize me all you want
I don't give a damn about your game of taunt
If only I was a bit more matured
We might had been better assured
leavemeALONE;
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Act_VIII
Patients in hospitals go in and out
There are those who come out proud
Sadly some never get out
The only thing that has the power
To determine the fate of their final hour
Lies on the height of their own will's tower
Only the will can bring forth the healing shower
If your will to live on is gone
Death's switch is already turned on
Your entire life's work already willed to your son
Fingers ready to trigger that gun
Hoping it'll end before the rise of the sun
Giving yourself a head start to the run
A race to heaven, the place filled with fun
Doctors and nurses
Face death from the surface
Before sending them downwards; the undertaker's purpose
The priest arrives to lift all cruses
Muttering his final holy verses
The black parade's tears resembled by threads
A picture of all their heart's broken in shreds
Going through memories depths, trying to close the distanced gaps
But the flashbacks of the memories still continuously lap
Thinking back, what did we all lack
Maybe its was our neglect of the people around us, that actually got us sacked
All we can do now, is just think back
Cherish the memories that we all had
All these memories of the long gone left
Bring back times filled with sorrow
Wasn't life supposed to be, live love laugh?
Rather than being criticized as a shallow
Why is life so hallow
Always covered in shadows
Why cant life be like marshmallows
As gentle as my bed's pillows
leavemeALONE;
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Act_VII
I passed by a cemetery that day
Wondering when would it be my day
Sleeping with them, as they lay
Do they ever have a word to say?
Some say life is like death, but death does not live
Death takes but does not give
Deny or receive, this theory of grieve
But there is no leave, to this gift that so many please
War or peace, the world still leaves
Scars of those who have already deceased
But there are still many faggots who favour war more than peace
To these people, who've contributed to the blood seeds
I wish I could use this knife
To end your life
Living life can't be eternity
But maybe, death is our real destiny
May god curse my insanity
End my life as my penalty
Every time you stare into the night
Are you sure everything you see is right?
In the dark nights sky, nothings bright
Even with your opened eyes, you can't even find a light
Maybe life after death is all dark
Nothing there to make a mark
What would we do to make a spark
In the depths of the death's park
Death is like an art
But to some it's just a fart
You say you're not scared of death, but yet you still hire a guard
Please don't make yourself look like a retard
After reading all this, understand this or take a risk
It's actually not that sick
Believe it or not it's your pick
But before closing the light and going to bed
Use some time to remember what I've said
leavemeALONE;
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Act_VI
Made solely from an empty soul
Emotionally portrayed as a deep dark hole
Now and then he feels the light
Going through his dark soul
Changing the nights
Hell's gate stood before him
Opening it's doors to pull him in
Opposing the threat, he
doesn't give in
Never shall he ever fall in
leavemeALONE;
Act_V
What have I done to you all,
To receive all this pain and sore.
Hello's, Goodbye's, none at all,
Even strangers have a touch of core.
I thought I'd finally found a place of mine,
A place for me to have a chance to shine.
But truth, always lies behind.
I can see behind all those lying eyes,
Your thoughts of cruelty in your mind,
Are constantly on their rise.
The conversations become greetings,
As everything turns into an official meeting.
Is this just the beginning?
leavemeALONE;
Monday, June 22, 2009
Act_IV
If I were you,I'd see myself through
Unlike you, keep licking peoples shoes
Acting like some other people, i see, you do
It's like drama except that you're not the jewel
You try your best to win the rest
With a heart like that, you're always a mess
Clean up your attitude, you might see gratitude
Can't you see the light in that?
You think you've got, what you've started
But actually, it's all discarded
You fake a tear, shriek in fear
Saying these words are just like spears
But sorry my dear, but the peers want more
More of the disgraceful sin you share
Do you want to have a chair?
Hate or love is just a mask, choose one to be your task
Do it well or drop in hell, nobody's gonna save you now
Are you regretting your choice right now?
leavemeALONE;
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Act_III
Saying I love you a thousand times is like
Handling love in just four lines
Is it true that we still do
Nourish the love between us two
Yank open those hibernating eyes
Insight a hell of dark skies
leavemeALONE;
Act_II
She was the one who gave me hope
Hope to a world i couldn't cope
I thought that i'd never get out
Naming the routes I used to shout
Yelling and yelping all my sins out
In that moment you came in and ceased all doubts
Jamming the controls you held me out
Anchoring all thoughts down to the ground
None that could betray our crown
It occurred so suddenly
Came and went so abruptly
Eternity or destiny let it be, our souls will always mingle free
leavemeALONE;
thepain
Act_III
