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leavemeALONE
thetorture

If you can't take what's on this page,
I suggest you find a way,
or perhaps lock yourself in a cage.
Rather than criticizing what I have to say,
cause there is no day,
for you to come here play play.

thesuffering

Pain is your best friend,
let it guide you to your fame.
Don't be a shame,
cause we're all the same,
minds fully corrupted, totally insane.

thepain


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thefeeling

I may be alone
But I am not lonely
I may be silent
But I am not speechless


leavemealone
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dontlookback

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Act_XXXIV

Motivation peaks to it's highest tip.
I won't let this raging feeling slip.
I wanna kiss your tender lips.
I just want a little sip

Kaboom. Kapow
This aint what you call a foul
Hey people! Stop facing your comps! It's making you people dull.

Get out of that pitiful computer room of your's
Open up all of your freaking doors
Let's run along the sandy shores!
The time's come to break all those boring old laws!!!

Scream aloud in your every chord!
We're gonna pull down that darn lifeless lord
Someone buy me a yellow FOCUS! it's brand's called FORD
I'm gonna drive it down the port! Now that's what we call sport!

Where's the mic?!
Where's SHINODA?! actually his name's called MIKE!
bring him in! we're just about to start a fight!
Gimme an ancient pike! I'm gonna show you our might!

The pleasure's all ours
I wanna make this last for hours!
It's like in those movies! I think it was Austin Powers!!

I can be brown, I can be blue
I can be me, I can be you
Lets make it a to-death-duel
The stage is only big enough for 1, it's either ME or YOU

Nah.... on second thought I kinda fancy a swim in a pool
Put your hands high up! hey you too!! even though you might be in the loo XD
If you're gonna be a spoil sport well just... shuuuu XD
We've gonna get this party on! Someone just tell me, where's SCOOBY-DOO?!

SCOOBY SCOOBY DOO! where are you?
I'm searching for you like a crazy desperate fool
Where've you gone? I know you wanna see my 48 carat jewel!

Gimme a complicated rule, I'm sure it'll be simple to do

Send me a clue, maybe it has something to do with the colour blue

Let's watch POOH
I like the red striped TIGER! he jumps like an aussie kangaroo! XD
Well, if you're interested it's on channel 182 XD

Hey! Don't tell anyone I wrote all this or someone might sue~
I have no idea who, but I ain't gonna take the cue
I know you like the view, but let's get back to what's true
Here's the clue, I'm going down with the crew!


leavemeALONE;


Act_XXXIII

Its been sometime since I've last saw you
Does this mean I'm missing you?
How's it going?
2012's already showing

Where's the past?
Where did it all start?
How long will this last?
When do I play my part?

On the 18th of November
I'm already thinking about December
What's there to remember?
Somebody tell me, when was September?

We're down under the hatch
Someone please close that latch
hey you!
Throw me a match
Come on...
I know I can catch!

Say "hi" to Dill
He was born in Brazil
He's quite a thrill
If you give him the wrong pill

We'll go different ways down the hill
Hope we'll meet at the mill
Hey Phil!
Stop kissing Jill
We've got loads to fulfill

Tinky Winky~
Dipsy~
Laa Laa...
Po.

Where
Did
They
All
Go
?






leavemeALONE;

Friday, October 30, 2009

Act_XXXII

What the heck is going on here?
The crowd goes wild, their screams is the only thing I hear
What the hell is happening here?
I can't think, tell me, which way is clear

What has happened today?
I've done stuff I've never thought I'd do, even in a play
Why did I do those stuff today?
Owh pleasee... I never wanna see a replay

I've burned down everything we've built
I'm feeling so bad.... Is this what they call guilt?

Sell me all out, I promise I won't shout
Olympus is high above, we all know that without a doubt
Repent should have been my first choice
Revenge was supposed to be filled with delighted rejoice
Yesterday's legend written in today's myth.


leavemeALONE;

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Act_XXXI



So many seconds, so many hours, so many days
Nothings in my mind, I've don't know what to say
Everything's all grey. Am I made for display?

Yes or No. Whose choice is it to rate
Give me a date. I'd make us a cake.
I don't wanna go on like this. I hate being fake.

I always thought we were the perfect combination
Am I sure?
Cause it looks like it's only for demonstration
Give me a break
Cause its called private salvation

It's the last dance
Lets put in some trance
I give you one last glance
I wanna take my last chance
Can I really walk away from this romance?

1 2 3
Come sing along with the emcee
1 2 3
She said forever was a guarantee

Should I save this ship or abandon?
If this goes wrong
It could be armageddon

I wonder if you're mad
I wonder if you're sad
I don't know if this choice is bad
I just wanna know, can we get back what we had?

I don't wanna be lone
But are we better on our own?
Has everything become a stone?
I just don't wanna become your loan..

an answer
just to know..
what I should do next...


leavemeALONE;

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Act_XXX

It's been sometime
since I've left a line
It's been sometime
since the seas were fine

What's wrong with me
I've lost my lead

Where does it go
There's not a sign to show

Where to now?
Can somebody tell me how?

I don't know if I should just stop
Its like I'm a loser in a list
the one at the very top

Is it that I'm treating people the wrong way
Or it's just one of those bad days?

I don't feel like talking
Nor feel like walking
Pacing the streets
Just isn't peace

What's wrong with me
Not a drop of motivation left to feed

Maybe I'm thinking too much
Maybe I'm just finding something to touch

There's no pain
There's no blood
There's no rain
There isn't a flood

I doubt that this is sane
and I don't think its complain

If not so then what am I saying
What are the emotions my feelings are displaying



leavemeALONE;

Friday, September 25, 2009

Act_XXIX


I sealed a letter and left it at your door
I'm here thinking, has my existence become my chore
Or has my role been changed into a whore?

These days I've read so much sorrow
That it tears me out right to the marrow

Is this what we've come to
Nothing between me and you?
Just a piece of blank paper to replace what we've been through

Maybe it was fate that I met you
But it sure wasn't god that had me, stuck on you
Was it just me or had it always been you






leavemeALONE;

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Act_XXVIII

Tonight's sky darkens to coal
Kept hidden within, secrets not to be told
The tales of the lonely souls
Leaving the snowy streets lone and cold

A lighted candle illuminates a room
A little girl in mid of her bloom
Staring back at her empty room
An empty little silent room

Sounds of the wind
Unable to draw her a grin
The dark skies outside
Seemed to be uttering a cry
The sadness of her soul has now punctured a big hole

"crystals of tears
please hide away my fears
I fear of being alone
I fear of the unknown..."

A feeling I too have cloned

Stay strong my little angel
From up above, can you hear them sing?
The lullaby of the angels

Remember me now,
Hold me tight before I walk away
As I hum the labyrinth lullaby


leavemeALONE;

Friday, September 11, 2009

Act_XXVII
The skies warmth is felt no more
Why has the skies grown cold once more
The only thing in this world that I adore
Has just left me through that wide open door




leavemeALONE;


Act_XXVI

Owh god, shred my ribs and tear my heart a part
Since the sins have already marked it's start

His self confidence became his master
The time ticks by as my heart beats faster

Sinful screams and shreds of blood
Flow through me as though theres a flood

The long forgotten hate and pain
I still drag along with this rusty old chain
The dark memories, here they still remain

Tonight I'm sitting here
I can't sleep because theres only one thing that I hear
He screams so violently inside of me
Begging for forgiveness by his knee

My mind's on clear track
It's confidence that I now lack
Nothing seems to mean anything at all
As open routes are now blocked by dead walls



leavemeALONE;