<body> [ the screams of pain is just music to my ears ] leave me ALONE
leavemeALONE
thetorture

If you can't take what's on this page,
I suggest you find a way,
or perhaps lock yourself in a cage.
Rather than criticizing what I have to say,
cause there is no day,
for you to come here play play.

thesuffering

Pain is your best friend,
let it guide you to your fame.
Don't be a shame,
cause we're all the same,
minds fully corrupted, totally insane.

thefeeling

I may be alone
But I am not lonely
I may be silent
But I am not speechless


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Monday, September 13, 2010

Act_XXXIX


Lets take it all back
When we were still a pack
When we were still on the same track
But now we're both on attack

Lets leave the paper blank
No one needed to walk off that plank
We don't need the blood bank
Can't we just be frank?

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinking bout us
What we gonna be?
Opened up my eyes
And it was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
No need to think twice, everybody lift your cups
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Ain't nobody who's gonna end up a lonely pup


leavemeALONE;

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Act_XXXVIII

I'm sorry for my disrespect
I'm sorry for the times i neglect

I'm sorry for what I did
I'm sorry for not doing my bit

I'm sorry for my bad
I'm sorry for not being a good lad

I'm sorry for all the things Ive said to you
I'm sorry for promising all the stuff I said I'd do

I know this time there's only me to blame
Its my shame
I know I cant take it all back
There's just so much that I lack

Its a shame on me
For causing you all this pain
Its a shame on me
Adding another witless slip to the chain

Spelling it out wont aid
Hiding it will just spell grave
Marching down with the parade
Is this all that I can save?


leavemeALONE;

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Act_XXXVII


Curtains slowly curl upwards into the hollow darkness
Bright spotlights shine down upon the deserted stage
Everyone's staring from their seats below
Watching the shadow of a legend ascend the stage above

The world is just the backdrop of your stage
Every move you make makes its record on history's page
No one is a born Hollywood star
The road to heaven is still far

Continue rapping those lyrics
Screams pierce through the crowd
What's up coming next?
The crowd goes wild!

When you thought that, that special something would last
It suddenly disappears
It comes and goes
Leaving you behind so fast
So fast....

The present crosses over into the past
Slowly unveiling god's list of tasks
Tagged along on a rusty iron chain
Its all about the pain, nothing to do with gain
All your lifelong pride dissolves to pitiful shame
Sink it all in, nothings here to blame

And we keep singing the lyrics
When the sky comes down
And the candle goes out
Where do we go to breathe?

When the rain pours down
And the flood gates can't hold the tide
Where is the way home
Where is the way home
home....











leavemeALONE;

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Act_XXXVI

You're my drug

The nights are still lonely
The sky is still dark
You're still my only
Flower in the park

Staring through my window
Is that really your shadow?
Listening to the world's rejoice
Is that really your voice?

I admit
I pushed the limit too far
I admit
I went over the bar

I never wanted to hurt you
I just wanted to be true
Because everything I do
It brings me back to you

Sometimes I love you
Sometimes YOU make me blue
Sometimes I feel good
Sometimes I feel used

I keep falling in and out of love with you
I've never loved someone the way I love you

Yet you're my only cure



leavemeALONE;

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Act_XXXV

Rain is the only thing I see through my window
Is it true that the mind is a key?
The streets are cold, whats left is only my shadow
What is it that you actually see?

The Secret lays open on page thirty-eight
Its a real debate about whats supposed to be fate
Can I really take everything that it says about me as fate?
Will the person I see in the mirror be the one I come to hate?

They say time goes by and memories fade out
This theory I strongly doubt
Its been awhile since I came here to shout
There's got to be another way for me to get out!

Should I be scared of memories?
We already know they'll never come back.
Should I be afraid of losing someone?
When that someone was never mine.

If only life was as clear as glass
Everything in my pathetic life might actually last
But what am I now? I'm nothing but dust.


leavemeALONE;

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Act_XXXIV

Motivation peaks to it's highest tip.
I won't let this raging feeling slip.
I wanna kiss your tender lips.
I just want a little sip

Kaboom. Kapow
This aint what you call a foul
Hey people! Stop facing your comps! It's making you people dull.

Get out of that pitiful computer room of your's
Open up all of your freaking doors
Let's run along the sandy shores!
The time's come to break all those boring old laws!!!

Scream aloud in your every chord!
We're gonna pull down that darn lifeless lord
Someone buy me a yellow FOCUS! it's brand's called FORD
I'm gonna drive it down the port! Now that's what we call sport!

Where's the mic?!
Where's SHINODA?! actually his name's called MIKE!
bring him in! we're just about to start a fight!
Gimme an ancient pike! I'm gonna show you our might!

The pleasure's all ours
I wanna make this last for hours!
It's like in those movies! I think it was Austin Powers!!

I can be brown, I can be blue
I can be me, I can be you
Lets make it a to-death-duel
The stage is only big enough for 1, it's either ME or YOU

Nah.... on second thought I kinda fancy a swim in a pool
Put your hands high up! hey you too!! even though you might be in the loo XD
If you're gonna be a spoil sport well just... shuuuu XD
We've gonna get this party on! Someone just tell me, where's SCOOBY-DOO?!

SCOOBY SCOOBY DOO! where are you?
I'm searching for you like a crazy desperate fool
Where've you gone? I know you wanna see my 48 carat jewel!

Gimme a complicated rule, I'm sure it'll be simple to do

Send me a clue, maybe it has something to do with the colour blue

Let's watch POOH
I like the red striped TIGER! he jumps like an aussie kangaroo! XD
Well, if you're interested it's on channel 182 XD

Hey! Don't tell anyone I wrote all this or someone might sue~
I have no idea who, but I ain't gonna take the cue
I know you like the view, but let's get back to what's true
Here's the clue, I'm going down with the crew!


leavemeALONE;


Act_XXXIII

Its been sometime since I've last saw you
Does this mean I'm missing you?
How's it going?
2012's already showing

Where's the past?
Where did it all start?
How long will this last?
When do I play my part?

On the 18th of November
I'm already thinking about December
What's there to remember?
Somebody tell me, when was September?

We're down under the hatch
Someone please close that latch
hey you!
Throw me a match
Come on...
I know I can catch!

Say "hi" to Dill
He was born in Brazil
He's quite a thrill
If you give him the wrong pill

We'll go different ways down the hill
Hope we'll meet at the mill
Hey Phil!
Stop kissing Jill
We've got loads to fulfill

Tinky Winky~
Dipsy~
Laa Laa...
Po.

Where
Did
They
All
Go
?






leavemeALONE;

Friday, October 30, 2009

Act_XXXII

What the heck is going on here?
The crowd goes wild, their screams is the only thing I hear
What the hell is happening here?
I can't think, tell me, which way is clear

What has happened today?
I've done stuff I've never thought I'd do, even in a play
Why did I do those stuff today?
Owh pleasee... I never wanna see a replay

I've burned down everything we've built
I'm feeling so bad.... Is this what they call guilt?

Sell me all out, I promise I won't shout
Olympus is high above, we all know that without a doubt
Repent should have been my first choice
Revenge was supposed to be filled with delighted rejoice
Yesterday's legend written in today's myth.


leavemeALONE;

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